“It was a fine cry - loud and long - but it had no bottom and it had no top, just circles and circles of sorrow.”
― Toni Morrison, Sula
After the horror at Sandy Hook, it hard to even imagine how people up there can even come to terms with what happened at this elementary school. And I am compelled to write about it with a little frisson of hope. It hits very close to home for me, as I work in a small, community elementary school in Baltimore City that is often an open & welcoming place for everyone. We grieve for these children & staff at the school & think about the "what ifs" at our own little school. The thought of something like that happening makes my heart leap into my throat & my eyes fill. It shakes me to the core.
But the hope comes from what my little school did on Saturday for the kids & parents in our community. Saturday was our Winterfest. I thought as I got ready to go over to the school that there is some trepidation in opening the doors wide to allow folks in after the tragedy up north--fleeting but the worry was there.
Instead, my "blended" family all jumped in to participate. We all manned craft booths & games--Xing Fu was in charge of the bean bag toss & my son was setting up the snowman bowling pins. My stepdaughters helped with crafts. It was a wonderful & joyous sight to see--the community out & enjoying being at our school and even Santa made an appearance. I think we all had an amazing time--it felt good to give back & even though we grieve alongside the folk in Connecticut, we also realize that we must push on & demonstrate that overall people are kind & generous. Thank you to everyone who sent toys to my school so that the kids could all take home a new toy & to those who came & made our little slice of Baltimore City Public Schools a joyous & festive place to be.