Just say yes, 'cause I'm aching and I know you are too
For the touch of your warm skin
As I breathe you in
I can feel your heartbeat through my shirt
This was all I wanted, all I want
Its all I want
Just Say Yes--Snow Patrol
Last night I told Xing Fu that I thought my blog had lost a bit of readership...my thinking is that people desire a bit of schadenfreude here. It's sad, but folk wanna hear about troubles in paradise & there aren't any, really. I guess the only nasty would be the stuff he's going through (divorce) & how it spills over into us, but he does a great job of not making it a focal point. Very important to keep that away from the center of our relationship--and we do, no matter how issues try to get in the way--I think the important part of this is the fact that we talk--about everything. And we're 100% open about them as well. Xing Fu said I should make up an issue to post to up my readership--something to titillate the masses...ha! But frankly I like it this way. It is easy. I said that last night--we have had a few bumps in the road but as I said, we talk about them--the outcome of all of this is that it is easy to be with him--just like it is easy to be with my best friends--I don't have to be on eggshells, I can tell him anything & everything..we make each other smile--I catch him smiling at me quite a lot...it's the little things.
Like dropping by my TKD school to watch me spar, calling me in the middle of the day to say hello. Having a bet about the NCAA brackets--I'm losing so far. Putting Spoon on the stereo because we're going to see them in concert very soon, even when it's March Madness. Those are only a few of them--I think it has to do with attentiveness. He is good to me & everyone says I'm glowing...still. And I don't care if my readership is down!